Just some random thoughts…
Today is Day 26 of my Precision Nutrition Body Transformation Challenge & Day 139 of my Civilian Fitness Program. This week has really been an off week for me in regards to my nutrition choices & I have only logged in 2.6 hours of exercise so far and the week is almost done!
I guess that’s why I haven’t been updating much on my progress because there hasn’t really been significant progress in the past 2 months. I’m thinking that maybe I’m stressing too much, learning a lot about nutrition & exercise & then I’m just to drained or whatever to put it into practice 100% of the time. So basically… I have not been practicing what I preach.
Yesterday was the 1st time in a VERY long time that I ate like a pig. I literally stuffed my face with all kinds of foods & I knew that what I was doing was not right, but I kept on doing it anyway. Why? I don’t know… and that’s the scary part. I can’t believe that this was my typical way of eating a couple of months ago. I felt horrible and I still feel horrible today. I guess my body is not used to eating all that fat & processed foods anymore.
Today I’ve been reading over my progress pics & stats and a couple of very inspiring blogs of people that HAVE reached their goals ( Skwigg, Maggie, Magda, Lisa and others…) and they have helped a lot. I guess this is just one of those BLAH days and I had to let it out before I exploded and ate some more.
Yes, my name is Vilma & i’m an emotional eater… (recovering one)
I have 1 more month left until my Civilian Fitness Program is done and 3 more months until my Precision Nutrition Challenge is completed. I’ve also been contacted nutrition website inviting me to do a weight loss success interview for her website… what an honor!! I need to get ready for that as well.
What am I going to do differently that will kick start my fat loss once again and get me below 180 lbs in 1 month?
- Log in ATLEAST 5 hours of exercise for the next 4 weeks
- Don’t really stress about calories & ratios for the next 4 weeks
- Focus more on building healthy habits (Precision Nutrition)
So… my goals for my final Civilian Fitness Program weigh in day (approx. 1 month from now) are:
- lose 10 lbs of fat
- be below 180 lbs
- be at or below 32% body fat
- fit comfortably into my size 12 jeans
That’s it. Nice & simple. I will still be following PN principles. After this goal is met, I plan to treat myself to something nice (maybe some clothes — no food this time around) and come up with a new mini-month challenge for the month of September-October.
Wow… I feel so much better now that I’ve let all this out. All comments, suggestions, support & virtual “kick my butt” speeches are welcome!
Thanks for reading.
~ Vilma
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August 11th, 2007 at 5:38 am
Hey, don’t be too hard on yourself, we all get “dry spells” here and there. It’s a good thing you recognized all this NOW, and not in October! lol. You still got lots of time to pull off your goals. I look forward to some more positive updates in the future
cheers!
August 11th, 2007 at 5:02 pm
I’m actually inspired as I learn about your journey. ~smile~ (((((HUGS))))) sandi
August 11th, 2007 at 7:56 pm
Hey Vilma,
Don’t beat yourself up too much. Like ratko said, we’re all allowed the odd meltdown, and you’ve been doing this for quite a while now.
Were you overly tough on yourself the last few weeks? Maybe a psychological “It’s not fair and I’ll eat it if I want it?”
How are you feeling generally? Any sign of a cold coming on or anything like that? Overtraining? (before this week). Pigging out can also be your body telling you it’s not getting what it needs. I find I tend to eat high-energy foods for England in the days before I come down with a cold - my body obviously needing the energy to fight the infection.
If it’s physiological, it may be possible to redirect the urge to more suitable foods. If it’s psychological, you need to ask yourself some questions. Why, being a pertinent one? Feel free to psychoanalyse yourself in public and we’ll all be happy to nosy into your deepest darkest thoughts!
Don’t punish yourself. Just get back on the horse and move on.
August 14th, 2007 at 9:30 am
Thank You for those that commented… I really needed those words of encouragement. I’m taking it a day at a time and looking forward to the day (very soon) were I will be at my goal.
HUGS!!!
~ Vilma